that feelin'

when you walk around in circles, you're not exactly having fun nor are you exactly feeling bored.

trying desperately to get your social circle back into full drive isnt exactly pleasing too.

fears desperations relations.

wishing i could walk into a fire and burn into ashes disappearing from the face of this world.

flings scandals girlfriends.

what the hell are these for. it stuck me. hard. i dont need these. screw all of you.

paddles boats waves.

fuck the waves. i will just throw my paddle at you.

pens books projects.

wished i had a dog to eat them up.



im sick, sick of rowing sick of studies sick of friends sick of me.



bring on the old times, just sitting by the cool breeze on my face, hearing the calm of the waves.

When I wake and the sky seems to break

When I wake and the sky seems to break

and the bang in my head is my heart just trying to keep me alive

Then I rise and the room starts to shake,

And I'm walking on glass trying to remember

Trying to get straight when all I wanna do is cut back the tape

Replay last night with you

Feel what its like to flip out, be surrounded by sounds of the crowd,

Carry me away now



I don't know why, we're in this situation

And I don't, know how there's something missing



No point living when you don't know you're alive,

follow you, 'cos only you take me up this high

Don't need no complications when I only want to fly

Cos its beautiful just playing with you

Take me on a joyride



I like the way you abuse my mind

Abuse me all the time, paranoid you're gonna leave me behind

Resonate like a bass when you pulling my strings ever tighter

Think I'm overheating

Barely nineteen, but you know what I mean

When I fail to describe this place where I've been living

Trying to stay strong when you're dragging me on

with complete disregard for anything that's wrong, yeah



Look at my face, what have you done,

Do you see yourself in my reflection

Tumbling down, out of control

Nothing to lose, this is where it came from

Follow you 'cos only you could take me up this high



Don't need no complications when I only want to fly

Cos it's beautiful just playing with you

Take me on a joyride

last summer

yea we won 4 matches in volleyball. in scissors rock paper that is. HA

pretending im not

i really cant play volleyball now.



yesterday was really screwed up.

screw the balls.

i need to get the touch back

all that ive got

So deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me

Off guard, red handed

Now I'm far from lonely

Asleep, I still see you lying next to me

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, I...

I need something else

Would someone please just give me

Hit me, knock me out

And let me go back to sleep

I can laugh

All I want inside I still am empty

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, I...



I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got



I guess, I remember every glance you shot me

Unharmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat

I squoze so hard

I stopped your heart from beating

So deep that I didn't even scream

"FUCK ME", I..





I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got



And it's all that I've got

Yeah, it's all that I've got

It's all that I've got

It's all that I've got

It's all that I've got



So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me

So deep that I didn't even scream "FUCK ME"



I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got



And it's all that I've got

It's all that I've got





haha sorry vin =P

k for your sake i'll type something in.



i lost my head.

you lost your head.

seems like we're cut up

dont understandit

It's 4 o'clock in the morning

somehow I still can't sleep

I've been tossing and turning

but I'm slowly learning

the questions are running deep

never had this feeling before

is it love

I just don't know any more

but every time I see your face

my heart beats at a faster pace



and I don't understand it

don't know the right words to say

when we meet face to face

I have to look away (I have to look away)



cause baby I've a crush on you

you know it's true

and I can't get you out of my mind

baby I've a crush on you

you feel it too

I can see it in the way that you smile



love may come, love may go

if we don't try it, we'll never know

deep inside I hope that it's true

I've got a crush on you



sometimes I see you around town

the way the wind blows in your hair

you look so refind

i'm out of my mind

but you don't even know that I'm there



just want to run up and hold you

and tell you what's going on in my head

and you walk on by

you give me the eye

and I choose silence instead



and I don't understand it

don't know the right words to say

when we meet face to face

I have to look away (I have to look away)



cause baby I've a crush on you

you know it's true

and I can't get you out of my mind

baby I've a crush on you

you feel it too

I can see it in the way that you smile



love may come, love may go

if we don't try it, we'll never know

deep inside I hope that it's true

I've got a crush on you



I've got a crush on you



babe, I've got a crush on you









im damn lazy i knowsorry!~

inclass

jesmen is next to me and he's getting terrorized.

time and time again

and to it all


falling down


who's in touch with everyone who ever stood their ground?


if you could then i know i do to


lost inside a maze of problems with you





is it so hard


every time i say


won't you come and fight with me


because if i thought i were you


every word i say


would come out wrong and make you look the other way


you know, if i thought i were you,


time and time again


and if i did we won't be friends





and tell me i'm brought down again


never the one i'd explain





can't you ..., don't you lie


there've been times when i've felt good because you're hurt inside


no that's not true i'm just acting tough


i don't know what it is i'm feeling


i don't know if you are enough





is it so hard


every time i say


won't yo u come and fight with me


because if i thought i were yo u


every word i say


would come out wrong and make yo u look the other way


yo u know, if i thought i were yo u,


time and time again


and if i did we won't be friends





and tell me, i'll fall down again


never the one, i'll explain





so answer that you never know


don't want it back it seems to go


its so hard, so hard





cos i feel alive and it feels alright


keep on telling me that its over please


and i feel the one


lying in the sun


(could i, should i, would i....)


its so hot in here


its the clothes i wear


don't you even ask


i wont let you pass


but my guard is up


and you stole his care


(could i, should i, would i....)