without you here

Your love's a gathered storm I chased across the sky

A moment in your arms became the reason why

And you're still the only light that fills the emptiness

The only one I need until my dying breath

And I would give you everything just to

Feel your open arms

And I'm not sure I believe anything I feel



And now, now that you're near

There's nothing more without you

Without you here



And I'm trying to believe

In things that I don't know

The turning of the world

The color of your soul

That love could kill the pain

Truth is never vain

It turns strangers into lovers

And enemies to brothers

Just say you understand

I never had this planned



And now, now that you're near

There's nothing more without you

Without you here

Without you here

There's nothing more without you

Without you here



My head lies to my heart

And my heart it still believes

It seems the ones who love us are the ones

That we deceive

But you're changing everything

You're changing everything in me



And now, now that you're near

There's nothing more without you

Without you here

come outside and walk with me

i wanna sit by my guitar chasing your rhymes on the piano all day.

31 days

WHICH SEEMED LIKE FOREVER THANK GOD ITS FINALLY OVER.



AHHA!.



im kidding. baby the past month was crazy. crazy like crazy. crazy crazy crazy.

CRAZY!

CRAZY!

CRAZY!

CRAZY!



CRAZY!



CRAZY!



and that is what i am now, crazily in love with you christabel tan zhiying.

i need help

help on how to love some one less.



cause right now my heart's overflowing.

Never caught my breath

Every second I'm without you I'm a mess

hehehe

the day was wet and i was sad.

but not anymore im not!



after the phone rang my facial muscles contracted into a parabolic shape which would can be equated into x^2=4py,



which makes a smile. =)



60+ hours gone and we're more than halfway there, i went shopping for a gift that was never bought. but in turn i made something which i think is damn sweet la. and i know it is damn sweet.

i hope you'll love it baby.



and till then i'll be missing you

nobody

i took a swim today and a bunch of kids came up to the jacuzzi pool and they asked me if i wanted to join them in whatever they were playing. how cute. but i rejected them anyways.



green's lost color.

sweet's lost taste.

music's lost sound.



63hours 04mins 33seconds.



the pool seemed like a thousand diamonds spread across a blue plate.

and i wished you were here.

ithink im really fat

you all ah. dun be so jealous.

ct' youve got sarah

kz youve got stef

addie youve got lc





cheesepie anyone who doesnt hve one find me, i'll provide you with myself.

baby you are the one

I see your face with every punch I take,

and every bone I break, it's all for you.

And my worst pains are words I cannot say,

Still I will always fight on for you. Fight on for you ...



misery was all i was thinking about yesterday.

cheesepie i extracted 4 of my wisdom teeth and the anesthetic made me vomit over and over and everytime i did my gums would bleed with a needlelike pain on my wound.

and the firstday spent without you seemed like forever.





fucking hell.

im glad its over now.

am i dreaming now

walking on the moon and i dont know how to reach you baby.

i know you want it

yes you do. HAHA



you silly girl, i'll tear when you do too.

thou you know i know we know that words will never amount to how much this word means to us, i'll try.



like how it tingles me up when i hug you tight.

like how it melts my insides when i see you eyelids become moist.

like how i never seem to be able to remove my lips from yours.

like how i can never get enough of you.

like how everything just turns insignificant when you're around.

like how i've never smiled this way ever.



like how noone ever made me feel this way.



baby this is a word we can never describe.

just for the 2 of us.



love



and i do you.

lady you've got me all mushy and gooey.

precious

take my breath away and i'd wanna take yours away too.

furthermore its a good respiratory workout dontcha think? ;)

and gym today was good too. i did 22-22 biceps. which incidentally adds up to your weight.





you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be

i'd try to hold on

How do you feel

How do you hate

How do you wake up with the smile thats on your face

Out on the moon

If I was an astronaut could I get back to you?

Im out of my head

Im out of excuses so Im staring at the bed

And its you

Its you...